I Close My Eyes

I close my eyes and see nothing but pain.

      The torger and the shame.

         Why me I ask god?

  I close my eyes and ask myself why me.

 Should I care what other people say.

Is it all about the fortune and fame.

I close my eyes and ask myself what has the world come to.

I ask myself am I invisible.

 I have done nothing wrong to nobody.

I close my eyes and think about what people think and talk about me.
I close my eyes and ask myself who are my real friends and who are my fake ones.

My mom tell me watch these liitle boys.

 I wonder what wil my future come to.

 Will my dreams come true.

 Will I find that somebody to take mt boyfriend place

 And will mom ever get over it

Im pregant and theres nothin I can do.

I Open My Eyes

                                                                  I open my eyes
                                                        And my boyfriend is dead.

                                                   What wake up call my mother said.

                                                                    I open my eyes

                                                                 And I'm pregrant.

                                                                      With a baby.

                                                             Which father is not there.

                                                                    I open my eyes.

                                                                   Who can I run to.

                                                               My mom is mad and sad.

                                                                     I open my eyes.

                                                                      I'm frustrated

                                                                     I open my eyes.

                                                    And I wonder what people will think of me.

                                                     When I walk down the hall and the streets.

                                                               College was a opportunity.

                                                              But my future I cannot see.

                                                                       I open my eyes.

                                                                         Who's there?

                                                           At my boyfriend picture I stared.

                                                          He's gone and never coming back!!